i wonder if men are really just in it to do it.
i have no clue, and I will probably never really know.
I'm almost at a place where I wouldn't mind an open relationship, one with minimal interaction taking up my time. But I am too damn sensitive and too damn much of a jealous mujer. I don't know why, it's fine for people to like more than one person at a time. I guess its just the complete commitment and devotion aspect that I hope for. But why do I need to find self-actualization in another soul, and not on my own.

I'll let you know what place I come to realize.